Monday, 23 August 2010


well, yesterday went better than expected. quiet a few people turned up! which was suprising!
the reality of having to go back to uni is setting in now. scarred and not sure if i even want to go back. i find out on the 27th if ive passed or not so hopefully i have.

then at least i have somemore options open to me.
if not i think am just gonna run away

Sunday, 22 August 2010


well, birthdays.... there just shit arent they.
Friday came and went. had some well meaning birthday messages. But i do feel abit unloved. coming up home i thought would be fun for my birthday but ive just really sat about for a couple of days waiting to hear back from people. which is a bit depressing really.

its my birthday bbq today, family is all coming but as for friends well... there are the important ones but its still got this feeling of people really not wanting to attend or being that bothered that am home.

its quiet upsetting really. hopefully my southern birthdayparty with the uni lot will be a bigger sucess.

hopefully i should hear that people are actually coming in the next hour or so.. its only 3 hours till my party is meant to begin like.

will write again soon


Wednesday, 18 August 2010

birthdays are shit