just realise its been 8months since i last did this.
so out of a routine, its been a bit of a roller coaster of a "year". Had some high and some lows.
I just feel the need to write again. . . .
its hard writing how u feel, i remember saying in my first ever post i didnt know how i felt about the world knowing my thoughts and feeling on daily stuff. I think the idea seemed liberating then... i dont know so much now. i feel more exposed.
Yet at the same time i feel like this is where i can really say what i think or feel. even though it is exposing and does make me feel vulnerable.
but do i have anything to say?
i dont know